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The Wager by David Grann is a Master Class in Historical Non-Fiction
This is a dramatic statement, but it’s true.
*This review, although it’s about three hundred-year-old events, contains no spoilers and only includes elements detailed in Grann’s description*
“The ‘Wager’ in Extremis',” Charles Brooking, c. 1744. Image: Collection of the late Commander David Joel.
I fully expected this book to end up with the rest of my non-fiction - half-read on a shelf in my living room, to be perpetually almost read but never donated, in a vicious cycle. Non-fiction, especially historical accounts or bibliographies, make me feel as if I’m studying. Sometimes I love it, most of the time I can’t make myself do it. And I know if I try to force myself to read a book I’m not enjoying, I’ll be in a slump for months. Especially during and after graduate school which required innumerable reading assignments.
Not to mention that reading is an escape for me. Anything involving politics, even if it’s 1700’s Great Britain, makes my skin crawl. Capitalism, war, government cover-ups, they’re all interesting if there is a degree of removal - a fictional spin or a fantasy world, one where I’m not affected. But when it’s current or still relevant (as all history should be), I reach for something else every time. As someone who likes to stay informed and up-to-date with current events, when I read, I’m thinking “(mentally) get me out of here.”
The Wager: A Tale of Shipwreck, Mutiny, and Murder was entirely different. I grew up loving maritime shows, shipwrecks, and especially survival stories. Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl will always be considered perfection in my eyes. Castaway was a foundational film for me. My dad always loved Oak Island and Greatest Catch. Something about The Wager catered to this neglected interest, and I had already heard nothing but praise for it. Within days of diving in, I was finishing the novel in complete awe. How was that real?
Nothing about The Wager feels non-fiction. This book feels as if I pulled it from my thriller shelf between “The Troop” and “And Then There Were None.” Start to finish, my jaw was on the floor. I knew Pirates of the Caribbean and even Castaway were romanticized to a degree (obviously). But what I didn’t expect is how less dramatic they were in comparison to what unfolded on Wager Island. Nick Cage’s solitude, it seems, was an act of divine mercy.
Engraved depiction of the survivors building their shelters and encampment on Wager Island. Image: From “The Loss of Wager Man of War, one of Commodore Anson’s Squadron…and the Embarrassments of the Crew, Separation, Mutinous Disposition, Narrow Escapes, Imprisonment and Other Distresses,” 1768. Photo © Michael Blyth.
In short, with no spoilers: The Wager was a man-of-war ship in Great Britain during the Battle of Jenkins Ear, setting off for Spain in the 1740’s as part of a larger fleet with an unusual mission. After what seemed to be a thousand bad omens and a cursed affair from the start, the ship wrecked in 1741 on what is now known as Wager Island off the coast of western Patagonia - desolate and uninhabited, with a brutal climate. The surviving crew navigate their starving comrades, diseases, and the once-preserved naval hierarchy begins to crumble. The crew turned on each other as if in “Lord of the Flies.” In 1742, a ship arrived off the coast of Rio Grande, built from the wreckage of the original ship. These men announced themselves as the survivors of The Wager, were celebrated and hailed as heroes, and went home to Great Britain to tell their incredible story of self-preservation and survival. That is, until four years later in 1746 when a second boat crafted from the wreckage docked in Dover, containing the captain of The Wager and two other survivors, who contradicted the entire accounts of the initial survivors and outed them as mutineers. A court martial convened to determine who was telling the truth - and who would be hung for treason and mutiny.
Grann’s presentation was balanced and informative. I fully understood both groups of men, and their conflicting narratives somehow both called for compassion and empathy. When you turn to the back of the book, you see an arsenal of sources and citations. Grann spent five years combing through documents and historical texts, and the reader feels the benefit of that - a writer committed to what actually happened. The logbooks (which miraculously survived) provided substantially different accounts of the events, while somehow telling the same story. In a 2023 interview with Tufts Now, Grann talks about the lies we tell ourselves, and how we justify our behavior no matter how much it manipulates the story.
David Grann, A Shipwreck Tale for the Ages, Taylor McNeil, TuftsNow, April 18, 2023, https://now.tufts.edu/2023/04/18/shipwreck-tale-ages.
When asked for an example of a blatant difference in narrative, Grann provided: “The most glaring example of this is when in one account, the senior officer says, ‘I was forced to proceed to extremities on the island.’ And then of course, you pick up the other account by John Byron, who says, ‘He shot him right in the head, and I had to hold my friend as he was bleeding out.’” Id.
The story I found within The Wager is one of betrayal, and the power of the human mind and body when put in conditions as vile and incompatible with life as these men. Empirical preservation hinges on the stories they tell - but even more-so on the stories they don’t. If you hadn’t previously heard of The Wager or its famous survivors (one being the grandfather of the classic poet Lord Byron), it is entirely by design.
I decided to annotate this book before starting. The topics I choose to mark were:
human nature under pressure;
shipwreck and survival;
maritime crime and legal specifics;
initial mission and purpose; and
conflicting accounts
My annotation style is purely for myself. It helps me remember the material, and flip back to certain points when I want to show someone a certain quote.
I can’t recommend picking up The Wager enough. It completely shifted my perspective on life during these brutal wars, the gruesome conquests and battles for national expansion. You by no means need to be a history buff to become enraptured in this story.
“We all impose some coherence—some meaning—on the chaotic events of our existence. We rummage through the raw images of our memories, selecting, burnishing, erasing. We emerge as the heroes of our stories, allowing us to live with what we have done—or haven’t done.” The Wager, Prelude, p.5.
First Time Homeownership
First-time homeownership taught me a little too much. Let’s talk about it.
By buying my house in January of 2024, I started a relationship that would take lots (and lots) of work.
I knew this was a huge responsibility. I knew it would take work and commitment that I hadn’t experienced before. That being said, it also had (and has) issues - my house was built in 1913, so it needed some TLC. But I love it, and from the first tour I saw the potential to make it a home.
My hope is that sharing some of my successes, struggles, and experiences as a first time single homeowner helps someone else who’s nesting and getting overwhelmed.
Although my house is nowhere near where I’d like for it to be, it has come a long way in the last year. It’s 1,035 sq. feet, 2 beds, 1.5 baths, and has some lovely living spaces. One of my favorite details is the stained glass lining the large front window in the living room. It matches the rest of my street, which was developed by the same company in the early 1910’s.
I will say I had a bit of bad luck in the beginning…and when I say a bit, I mean a LOT.
On February 23rd, 2024, only three weeks after moving in, I couldn’t find my cat before work, but figured she was resting somewhere. She was old, and needed a shot for her diabetes twice per day. I got home from work, and she was still missing. We still don’t know what happened, but I found her dead in the basement in front of my laundry machines. It was traumatic to find her in the condition she was in. Again, we still don’t know what killed her, but that was within a month of moving in. Thankfully, I had friends nearby that came over within minutes to help me.
Lexi on the back landing, February 2024.
Another month or so later, on April 2, 2024, a drunk driver hit the front of my house in a pickup truck, totaling two of my neighbor’s cars in the process. Thankfully, my porch is solid concrete so it only suffered a few scrapes and a torn-up yard. I’m just happy my car wasn’t hit. Nobody was hurt. The driver was arrested that night, inebriated but unharmed. The insurance companies were easy to work with and resolved everything quickly.
Not to mention, as is a common theme these days, my house suffered from a lazy flip. There’s paint everywhere on the front of the house, layers upon layers of paint on doors and wall trim, hardware painted over, windows painted shut, and worst of all, a leak in the basement was concealed with a material called “Drylok” until the water caused damage that was $25,000 to fix. This was a devastating (to say the least) when it happened in August of 2024. But I knew the repair and construction would add to the value of the house, so I went forward with the project.
This brings me to a point I want to make about single homeownership. It’s easy to be taken advantage of. In retrospect, I was completely ripped off by the company who quoted me and performed the repairs. I was naive and scared. All I knew was that there was contaminated water leaking out of a hole in the wall in my basement like someone turned on a faucet. My cat was hospitalized with E.Coli and pancreatitis after drinking a tiny bit, so I knew it needed to be solved quickly. This was a huge indication that the water coming out of my walls contained sewage. Another indicator were the leech and maggot-like bugs coming out of the water. It shouldn’t have been so expensive no matter how nasty, but this was a life experience that taught me invaluable lessons about standing up for myself and trusting my gut. When it comes to home projects, take your time. Don’t let scare tactics like scarcity keep you from getting second opinions. Especially if, as was my case, the damage is already done. I had to take out a loan larger than my Master’s degree tuition, and I’ll be paying it off at a high interest rate for a long time.
Ernest home after two days in the hospital. Whether or not he would live was initially unknown due to the condition of his pancreas, dehydration, and internal bleeding.
Ask everyone you know and trust for advice - and listen to them. A lot more people have dealt with things like basement leaks and house damage than you realize. There’s nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed about; houses age too, and sometimes they need a fix.
Sept. 2024
After getting all of my late dad’s things into my basement and organizing for months, I had one week to move everything back out of the basement in the August heat, alone. I laid a tarp out, hauled everything up the cellar steps, and covered them back up with another tarp once everything was outside. It was heartbreaking to undo all I had done, and I still haven’t reorganized everything over a year later. Anything left inside was covered in concrete dust, and/or wet and ruined.
The majority of my knowledge of house upkeep comes from watching my parents change lightbulbs, smoke detector batteries, and air filters growing up. These days, there is valuable information on social media like TikTok or YouTube on what should be done to your house on a regular basis to make sure it stays clean and in good shape. It took a while for me to forget I couldn’t just put in a maintenance request and wait for someone to come fix it for free. I have a sticky window, a leaky sink, and a drafty door that need some serious attention.
I won’t get into the nitty-gritty of the buying process. There’s a lot to it that even I still don’t fully understand. However, there are tons of articles online for first time buyers, and for first-time loan opportunities, and they’re much clearer than I could ever be.
Having been here for about a year, I am pleased with my progress and have much more realistic expectations as to the timeline of things. I used to believe I’d move in, unpack, and have everything how I’d like it in six to nine months (tops, if I’m lazy). That was just silly. It took me months to have all of my boxes unpacked, and even now I’m sure there are some shoved in a closet somewhere I’ve forgotten about. It will be at least another year or two before I have all of my projects done, likely longer, and new projects and fixes will pop up along the way. The wonderful thing about owning a home is that there is no rush. There is no lease running out. You can take your time and invest in materials that will last, and make sure everything is how you’d like it. It can be overwhelming with all of the possibilities, but it is so freeing.
One thing that has been unexpectedly helpful is having dedicated shelf in my basement (off the ground, in waterproof containers course) which houses all of my infrequent home repair and upkeep supplies. This is not household batteries, tools, or lightbulbs. This is primarily air filters, smoke detector batteries, Ring camera chargers, harsh outdoor cleaners, paints, spackle, or anything I may need quarterly, maybe monthly. These are things that could be easy to store elsewhere (I.e., alongside seasonal decor, outdoor storage, etc.). It’s nice to have them all in one spot so that when I go to do one thing, I’m reminded to do them all.
When it comes to an all-or-nothing mindset, lose it. As someone who would do things perfectly or not do them at all, this is not conducive to a functioning household. It’s okay if you can’t do the entire project, or the entire chore, in one go. You are allowed to do one load of laundry if you can’t do them all. You can wash your sheets and not your comforter. You can organize for thirty minutes, no matter how much or little that may be. You can set aside a weekend to do a project, but if you have to set it down for the workweek before completion, life will go on. Take breaks, be realistic, and choose quality over quantity. I went through so many projects thinking “when this room is cleaned, I’ll get it finished” or “if I get a new dresser, I’ll need to rearrange the room, but if I’m rearranging, I’ll want to go ahead and paint..” and the next thing I know, I’ve turned buying a dresser into a full-scale renovation.
In that same vein - unpacking does not equal permanence. Just because you unloaded all of your dishes into random cabinets does not mean that they have to stay put. Just get everything out of boxes - then you can plan and organize. You don’t know how much space those boxes are taking up until they’re gone. Make it functional first - you can make it pretty later.
Okay, pause. Thus far in this blog post, everything was written and drafted in March of 2025. It’s now late September. I’ve had a job change, traveled, my dog died, and it feels like all of the things have happened. BUT, reading this back, I realized I’ve fixed my sink AND my drafty door! That may not seem like much, but it’s easy to slip into a mental rut thinking that you haven’t accomplished anything. Re-caulking the sink actually wasn’t that bad, and the draft (obviously not a permanent solution) was fixed with a few hardware-store products.
Red passed away in March of 2025 after almost fourteen lovely years with us. He was the best boy ever. 6-6-2011 to 3-27-2025.
I’m not an expert on owning a home, nor am I even proficient. I’ll be learning for as long as I can imagine, and probably then some. Give yourself some grace in the process. Everything takes a long time by itself, but if you throw in work, friends, pets, and family, medical and mental issues, or anything else, it all becomes overwhelming very fast. There is no race, and the only competition is your expectations. I wish you the best of luck on your homeownership journey!
2025 Reading Concept-of-a-Plan and TBR
My new year reading goals and hopes!
Last year, my new-years “resolution” was vastly different from years prior. My goal was no goals. I put 12 books down as my Goodreads ideal, and decided not to push myself or keep track. Graduate school makes reading for enjoyment nearly impossible, so I didn’t want to worsen that with unrealistic expectations or deadlines. I had to relax and realize my book pages were started out of passion and wanting to share my thoughts with friends during the pandemic. I needed that reminder, not that I’m some influential book critic with fans foaming at the mouth. I passively and subconsciously set ideals and deadlines for myself from 2021-2022 that were not sustainable - or enjoyable - and I wanted to enjoy my direction with Madeline’s at every step of the way.
As my early twenties turn into my mid-twenties, I’ve had my fair share of obstacles and hardships. This also comes with great joy, but the point is that things happen, and reading is not a measure of your intelligence, productivity, or depth. I found myself getting self-conscience when I would be asked what I’m reading and I hadn’t glanced at my shelves in months.
In the new year, my projection for myself is more than 2024, but not set in stone (i.e. “4 books per month”,” or “a book per week”). I started using the (free) app Fable to join book clubs and my goal is to join clubs that truly interest me and stick with the milestones created by the moderators. While this may not sound really like a plan (hence the title), its already shaping up to double or potentially triple my reading count from the last year.
I decided this a few weeks ago in mid-December, so I may have had a bit of a head start. I started my own club on Fable to read When the Moon Hatched by Sarah A. Parker. This was just the next book I knew I wanted to read, so I figured I could start with that and poll club members for the next read afterward. Then, I started exploring other clubs and letting the algorithm work its magic. I joined a Stephen King club, which has the goal of getting through most if not all of King’s backlog (Reading Randa vs. Stephen King). I joined a Romantasy club (A Court of Smut and Escapism), clubs moderated by favorite Youtubers (Athena’s Atheneum and A Clockwork Reader), and my friend Julia started a club just for sharing thoughts among friends as we read our own novels. The beauty of this is that I can skip any month that doesn’t interest me, but so far I have been interested in every pick.
This isn’t in collaboration with Fable in any way - I just truly think it’s a great app. Here are a list of books I’m starting off the year with, and books I’m looking forward to in the coming months:
Current Club Reads:
Firestarter by Stephen King
Never Let me Go by Kazou Ishiguro
When the Moon Hatched by Sarah A. Parker
Blood and Steel by by Helen Scheurer
Heir by Sabaa Tahir
Personal TBR:
Pierce Brown’s Red Rising series
Atomic Habits by James Clear
Dan Brown’s Angels and Demons series
Dracula by Bram Stoker
Intermezzo by Sally Rooney
Lady Macbeth and A Study in Drowning by Ava Reid
Fairy Tale by Stephen King
Sundial by Catriona Ward
The Devil and the Dark Water by Stuart Turton
From Below by Darcy Coates
What Feasts at Night by T. Kingfisher
All’s Well by Mona Awad
Too Much by Rachel Vorona Cote
The Gospel According to Eve by Amanda W. Benckhuysen
Babel and Yellowface by R.F. Kuang
If We Were Villains by M. L. Rio
The Conspiracy Against the Human Race by Thomas Ligotti
The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller
Once upon a Broken Heart series by Stephanie Garber
I’ll end it there, but it goes on for quite a while. These are the reads I hope to prioritize in the new year. Let me know your thoughts and recommendations, and I look forward to sharing another year of lit reviews with you!
Mood Board your Book
Pinterest and your imagination can create the perfect visual for your book!
When I’m reading, sometimes I can picture the setting so strongly in my head, I need to get it out on “paper,” or in this case, Pinterest. Or, I can picture the characters so vividly that I find an actor/model/celebrity that matches and “cast” them in my head. I started this habit when I was reading Crescent City in 2022. I scrolled past a few photos that had the exact motifs and visuals I had imagined in the book - so I started a Crescent City pin board. After that, I was hooked. These are the photos that started it all:
Let’s talk about how and why this is a fun, easy, and personalized hobby to start whether you’re just getting into reading or you’re a lifelong bookworm. Before you get started, it’s important to know how to avoid spoilers!! Unfortunately, I had the Throne of Glass series completely spoiled after a search that I should've known would result with fan-art. Fan-art is the fastest way to get your read spoiled, especially if it is a fantasy series or popular fiction book/series. Fan artists typically bring to life emotional or prominent moments in the book, specifically love and death, which also happen to typically be pivotal storylines. Even if you’re not searching for the book at a certain moment, your algorithm can detect that you’re interest and feed you spoilers if you’re not careful. It can be tempting to want to search for fanart if you’re loving the book and really want to know how to visualize someone, or want to see how the clothing or scenery is depicted in other people’s minds. For me, I had the hardest time picturing some of the supporting characters in ACOTAR, and fan-art really helped. However, I waited until after I finished the books to search for direct art. Until then, I mentally fan-casted.
Fan-casting is a fun way to easily visualize important characters in a story without having to dive for fan-art and notifying your algorithm that you’re reading a certain book. For example, I imagined Jenna Ortega as the protagonist Corvina Clemm in Gothikana, and Callum Turner as Vad Deverell. Or at least used them as base-line characters and changed the features if needed, like Corvina’s eyes. Are these pretty popular and easy actors to fan-cast? Yes, but they matched the features well enough that I could see the story in my head without having to stop and form a picture.
Now that we have spoiler prevention out of the way, we can talk about the fun part: building your world based on your own imagination and interpretation of the story. This is typically based on personal preference, so I will share my examples and techniques to get you started.
I’ve created mood boards for genres ranging from horror to romance. This hobby is all about helping you curate a setting to help you immerse yourself in a story or visualize stories. For some readers, imagining settings can be difficult, and this is an easy way to carry a small, personalized reference.
As an example, I’ll be using my board from the horror novel “The Twisted Ones" by T. Kingfisher because there’s no spoilers and it’s all “vibey,” or inspirational rather than literal.
For this one, I was enjoying the Appalachian folklore and setting since growing up going to my Appalachian grandparents’ homes (both sides). I started by looking up the title of the book. Since its not popular fantasy or romance, I didn’t worry about fanart. I instantly had results with twisted trees, dark woods, and “small town” motifs such as churches and small cemetery’s.
From there, I let those photos inspire and guide me. The churches reminded me of Ethel Cain, so I searched “Ethel Cain aesthetic.” and was met with religious horror, dolls and abandoned places. Following this pattern, I eventually curated about 25 photos to fully immerse myself into the world of The Twisted Ones. As you read, you can add or change photos on the board. Stones became a recurring detail in the story, so I looked for photos including rock formations and odd carvings. Deer and other wildlife found in the region were also talked about, so adding those was an easy jump.
Here’s a reference clip of the description and cover of the novel to give you an idea:
I hope this small guide has inspired you to try out a pinterest board for your next book! It’s such a fun addition to reading and can enhance a story so much.
Below will be additional pinterest board (no spoilers) for some ideas. I’d love to see them if you’re interested in sharing.
Have a great Halloween!
Maddie
Short ‘n Sweet Book Recommendations
Books inspired by the album - whether that be figuratively or literally!
I had the privilege of attending Sabrina Carpenter’s opening night for the Short ‘n Sweet Tour on September 23rd in Columbus, OH and it was worth every moment. It was also inspiring - it got me thinking about the short and sweet books I love and also books that fit some of the songs from the album.
Let’s go over some short books that I love and would love to hear other opinions on!
Arch-Conspirator by Veronica Roth
Genre: Sci-Fi
Rating: 3/5 Stars
This tragedy is written by the same author who wrote the iconic Divergent series. Roth is killing the adult short story game right now. I read this in April of 2023 on a short plane ride to Marco Island and will never forget how it made me feel.
It is the story of Antigone, the Greek myth, and takes place in a city surrounded by wasteland. The last city on Earth. If you’re familiar with the play, I believe you’ll get more out of the book. It’s full of betrayal and loss.
Although not to the degree as the album, we see a lot of tragic and sad themes hidden behind some of the songs on Sabrina’s album. Sharpest Tool is an incredible song about loss and confusion.
“You’re confused and I’m upset but we never talk about it”
“Always made sure that the phone was face down, seems like overnight I’m just the bitch you hate now.”
“If that was casual then I’m an idiot.”
The English Understand Wool by Helen DeWitt
Genre: Satire Coming-of-Age, Dark Comedy
Rating: 4/5 Stars
“Mauvais Ton” - “Bad Taste”
The English Understand Wool is a satirical masterpiece of a novella. It’s a historical mystery that revolves around a missing mother turned kidnapper. The mother raised our protagonist to avoid “mauvais ton” at all costs. When the mother disappears, our MC has to succumb to some “bad taste” in order to stay true to herself.
“Guess who he learned that from?”
Sex and Rage by Eve Babitz
Genre: Contemporary Fiction
Rating: 3/5 Stars
I think this title encompasses the entire album…Sex and Rage follows a woman between LA and New York through various affairs. It has very little plot and mostly interpersonal themes. It is very stream-of-consciousness nepo-baby privilege with a very dislikeable MC.
“Now he’s thinking ‘bout me every night, isn’t that sweet? I guess so.”
“Heartbreak is one thing, my ego’s another.”
“You don’t have to lie to girls, if they like you they’ll just lie to themselves.”
Neon Gods by Katee Robert
Genre: Dark Romance / Smut
Rating: 4/5 Stars
If this isn’t Bed Chem, I don’t know what is. Another Greek myth retelling, this is the modern story of Hades and Persephone told in a way that will keep you interested from start to finish. From their first meeting, Hades and Persephone can tell they would have really good bed chem. I’ll leave it at that….
“Maybe it’s all in my head, but I bet we’d have really good bed chem.”
“One of me is cute but two though? I might let you make me Juno.”
Before the Coffee gets Cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi
Genre: Magical Realism, Fantasy Fiction
Rating: 5/5 Stars
This sweet and heartwarming story gives you the chance to talk to people that are no longer with us, but you only have until your coffee gets cold. I read this years ago and still remember how it made me feel. Kawaguchi never fails to bring out the most pleasant feelings for a reader.
It’s all musings on what people would do if they had the ability to go back and speak with someone - anyone. It’s beautifully written and profound.
“Don’t smile because it happened, cry because its over.”
Conversations with Friends by Sally Rooney
Genre: Adult Fiction
Rating: 4/5 Stars
My absolute favorite of Sally Rooney’s, this is an objectively good short book. Although sometimes painfully political, Rooney captures anxiety, power dynamics and intellectualism perfectly. She puts feelings you’ve never been able to describe into succinct, clear words. That talent made this novel so satisfying at times. It follows Bobbi and Frances, who are college friends in Dublin, as they meet and get involved with an older married couple.
“Gold star for highbrow manipulation, and “love everyone” is your favorite quotation. Save all your breath for your floor meditation.”
Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn
Genre: Mystery/Thriller, Fiction
Rating: 5/5 Stars
This was the book that got me back into reading after college. I read it at the beginning of lockdown and had a visceral and slightly embarrassing reaction to the plot twist. Not to mention the Amazon Prime series captures the story PERFECTLY. It was exactly how I imagined it in my head. It follows Camille as she returns home as a journalist to cover the disappearance and suspected death of two young girls. It’s the embodiment of familial trauma, female rage, and homesickness. To be honest, the Taste music video and title “Sharpest Tool” brought this one to mind. I will never stop raving about this book, and I will never forget it.
“I know you’re not the sharpest tool in the shed.”
insert the entire Taste MV here
Slow Days, Fast Company by Eve Babitz
Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Essay Collection
Rating: 3/5 Stars
“In the end it doesn’t matter if Babitz ever gets the guy - she seduces us.”
This is a collection of essays, and was called a “fictive memoir” by Hermione Hoby, TLS. These stories are essentially all about Los Angeles and Babitz love for the city. These stories are sensual, perceptive, and are still applicable 50 years later. When I think “Sex, Drugs, and Rock n Roll,” I think of this collection.
“What a surprise, your phone just died, your car drove itself from LA to her thighs.”
“It’s not that complicated, you should stay in my good graces.”
Swimming Lessons by Lili Reinhart
Genre: Poetry, Celebrity Book
Rating: 4/5 Stars
Normally celebrity literature gives me the ick. Sometimes it comes off as a cash-grab and most young influencers and stars don’t have the experience in the industry to make a memoir appealing. The good thing for them is that they have the built-in audience to rely on. When swimming lessons came out years ago, I got it because the art was phenomenal and I actually enjoy Lili Reinhart’s speeches and value her opinion. I personally admire her and her transparency, especially on body image in the silver screen world.
I loved swimming lessons. I thought the illustrations were gorgeous, I wanted to cut the pages out and frame it. The poems were an average level of cringe, absolutely no more than any other celebrity poetry book (looking at you Halsey and Lana). It was an easy read with meaningful words and I will remember the contemplative feeling I had while reading it for a long time.
“You’re so dumb and poetic, it’s just what I fall for, I like the aesthetic.”
Poison for Breakfast by Lemony Snicket
Genre: Contemporary Fiction, Lighthearted Mystery
Rating: 5/5 Stars
From the author of A Series of Unfortunate Events comes his one and only (so far) adult fiction. Lemony write of a man who eats his routine breakfast, only to find a note from someone that says “You’ve been poisoned.” The rest of this small, incredible feat is the man retracing his steps to find out where this note came from.
I won’t spoil the ending, but a note serving as a warning reminded me of “Taste.” “You might not see me, but I’m here.”
“You’ll just have to taste me when he’s kissing you.”
“I’m gone, but you’re still laying next to me, one degree of separation.”
I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed making it. Let me know your thoughts and please leave other recommendations!
Happy fall,
Fall Reading Guide
For the cozy, creepy, cool, and seasonal book lovers.
Complete Reading List - Let’s get to the point. Here are my fall book recommendations:
Key: * Maddie’s Favorite ! Check TW’s
The Clichès (nothing wrong with a good cliche - they’re popular for a reason)
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone by J.K. Rowling
The Secret History by Donna Tartt *
Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
Twilight by Stephanie Meyer
Dune by Frank Herbert
Angels and Demons / The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown
Old Gothic (who falls from all he knows of bliss / cares little into what abyss)
The Giaour by Lord Byron *
Dracula by Bram Stoker
The Call of Cthulu by H.P. Lovecraft
Turn of the Screw by Henry James
Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier
New Gothic (live the same mute, unjust life you have always lived, or tear apart the world itself)
Lady Macbeth by Ava Reid
Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia
Interview with the Vampire by Anne Rice
What Moves the Dead / What Feasts at Night by T. Kingfisher
Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs *
Mystery / Thriller (why do we like mysteries in the fall? is it Halloween? lmk…)
Bunny by Mona Awad *!
The Silent Patient by Alex Michaelides
Nightbitch by Rachel Yoder
A Flicker in the Dark by Stacy Willingham
Our Wives Under the Sea by Julia Armfield *
The Book of Cold Cases / The Sun Down Motel by Simone St. James
Horror (my personal favorite - I’ll try to pare down the Stephen King)
The Dangers of Smoking in Bed by Mariana Enriquez *!
My Throat an Open Grave by Tori Bovalino
A History of Wild Places by Shea Ernshaw
It / Fairy Tale / Pet Semetary by Stephen King !
The Last House on Needless Street by Catriona Ward *!
Into the Drowning Deep by Mira Grant !
Fantasy (check TW’s for Star Eater, but don’t count it out)
Star Eater by Kerstin Hall *!
Sorcery of Thorns by Margaret Rogerson
A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J. Maas
Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros
One for my Enemy by Olive Blake
Dark Romance (not for everyone, definitely for me. Check all TW’s)
Gothikana by RuNyx !
Neon Gods by Katee Roberts !
Rhapsodic by Laura Thalassa !
Never After Series by Emily McIntire !
Corrupt by Penelope Douglas !
Literary Fiction (contemplative stories for a season of change)
Conversations with Friends by Sally Rooney
Poison for Breakfast by Lemony Snicket *
My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Ottessa Moshfegh !
Rogue by Mona Awad (fairytale retelling)
The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides !
The Idiot by Elif Batuman
Non-Fiction (of all sorts - memoirs, stories, essays, etc.)
H is for Hawk by Helen Macdonald *!
Wintering by Katherine May
The Premonitions Bureau by Sam Knight
The Dinosaur Artist by Paige Williams
Confessions of a Bookseller by Shaun Bythell *
The Breakdown - Why I’m Recommending These
I won’t cover them all, simply because nobody wants to read all of that nonsense.
Let’s start with fall themes - certain dynamics and elements that are associated with fall. This is the back-to-school time of year, and hand-in-hand comes dark academia. I’m not sure what was the inception of dark academia. Google says Tumblr, but then we have Weir’s Dead Poets Society which was published in ‘89. Either way, I’m not complaining. This is a sub-genre I eat up.
The Secret History is the ultimate dark academia, fall book. It’s a spiraling story of the death of Bunny, a Greek student at a prestigious arts college. Told from the perspective of the unreliable Richard Papen, this dense 90’s classic had me hooked. If you’ve read it and loved it, I recommend If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio.
Another DA stunner is Bunny by Mona Awad. Buckle up for this. It does not go where you think it will, but you’ll enjoy the ride. It’s funny, so original, and thrilling. I adore this one.
Did I mention the author commented on my review?
Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children can also be considered DA, but it’s mostly a found-family sci-fi fiction novel that I have re-read more times than I can count. My most recent read was on the plane to Warsaw, Poland and it was perfection. It has found photography, mystery, creepy crumbling houses, and is absolutely perfect for all ages. Angels and Demons and other Dan Brown works also tap into the studious obsession with symbology and puzzle-solving. This one even takes place in Harvard and the Vatican City.
This next one is dark romance and academia, and that’s Gothikana. Once again in a crumbling Hogwarts-style castle with strange students and a town that hates them, Gothikana is a great fall read with romance, mystery, a touch of magic, and suspense.
With dark academia comes the urge to dive into the classics. Maybe this is because of the school and studious setting. Maybe it’s the thought of large, ornate libraries. But regardless, classic are always coming to the surface in the fall.
The Giaour is an all-time favorite of mine. It has some of the most beautiful quotes and language (even some quoted in Gothikana). It’s not as well-known as it should be. It’s a love story with betrayal and confessions with such meaningful prose. The story wasn’t nearly as memorable to me as the atmosphere and the feeling I had in my gut when reading it.
These are the quotes I put in my Instagram review...
Wuthering Heights, in all its fantastic fall glory, is the most common fall re-read I see. I even know some who love to read it every year, whether it be fall or winter. A manor in a moor. A mysterious man. Seclusion and obsession. What more could you ask for? Dracula is also divine this time of year. Vampires and spooky creatures are relevant as we near Halloween. Mix it with romance and you have a page turner. Which also applies to Interview With The Vampire, one of my mom’s all-time favorites. This one is exactly what it sounds like, a reporter hearing the life story of a vampire. It’s been aptly described at “hypnotic, shocking, and chillingly sensual.” Does that not scream late autumn? And you have the new Netflix spin to binge when you’re done. And maybe re-read Twilight while you’re at it.
Rebecca pairs well with Wuthering Heights - whether you want to read both or have read one and want to get into the other. There’s a haunting in a house with history and betrayal. I won’t say much in the name of spoilers, but these are great fall reads.
If you’re looking for a twist, The Silent Patient will leave you speechless. I can usually tell what the twist will be in a book and can still enjoy finishing it. This one caught me completely off guard. The Book of Cold Cases was also a pleasant surprise. This follows a young woman who blogs true crime and gets the opportunity to interview a suspected killer. It reminded me a bit of The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo. If you enjoyed TJR’s smash hit, try out BOCC.
In terms of Science Fiction, Our Wives Under the Sea ended up becoming one of my best books of 2023. It completely blew me away. It’s about the return of a marine biologist who was on a submarine for months, and finally comes home. But she’s different. Something is off, and now her wife can’t reach anyone from the company that sent her. It had me gripped from cover to cover. Into the Drowning Deep is another chilling sea mystery with a television film team going out to shoot a mermaid documentary, and the boat washing up covered in blood and the crew gone. Some footage is found, some believing it to be CGI, but company higher-ups knowing it’s not. The sister of a victim sets out, determined to solve this and film her own journey. Oh my goodness, for my maritime horror lovers, this is a must-read.
Back to the Sci-Fi vein, Star Eater was a sci-fi / fantasy book I picked up almost as a joke from my local bookseller (TW). The back cover mentioned something about cannibal nuns, and I just couldn’t help myself. It ended up being quite profound. It really is about nuns who eat their deceased elders, but not in a feast situation. They cut small slivers over the years. The nuns don’t live long. It’s disturbing, but a page turner.
Fantasy beings me to Fourth Wing, which you have undoubtedly heard of by September of 2024. I almost put this with dark academia because it is about a war college / training academy. I’m a sheep when it comes to this book. I liked it. Actually, I loved it. Call me unoriginal, call me basic, I don’t care. This got me out of a reading slump that was months long, and I enjoyed every page of the story. Although the sequel left me a bit disappointed, I’ll never stop recommending it. A Court of Silver Flames, the most recent installment of ACOTAR at the moment, was my favorite (so far) of the entire series. I cried until I was covered in splotches after I finished it. I love the focus on female friendships and support. I love Nesta’s story and witnessing internal battle with her trauma. I thought it was perfection. And yeah, maybe I’m only associating this with fall because the cover is orange. Sue me.
Although not my typical style, sometimes we just want an atmospheric read with little to no plot. Conversations with Friends, My Year of Rest and Relaxation, and The Idiot scratched that itch for me. Most of these have an overarching story, but the beauty is in the internal monologue and musings the author portrays through a character’s thoughts and interactions. I don’t have much to say for these because they speak for themselves. They are restful and calm, unlike the thrilling Halloween-y books we’ve been diving into. They’re a break from madness. Something opposite from textbooks you may be reading at this time of year. They’re something I imagine the characters from the dark academia books reading.
Okay...are you ready to be scared? Same. I am a horror everything lover. I am Stephen King’s biggest fan. Blair Witch is my comfort movie (As Above So Below I also have memorized). So when it comes to horror novels, it takes a strong writer to freak me out. I want something that’s going to make me scared to walk from my bed to the bathroom in the middle of the night. Something to make me look behind me while I’m reading. I don’t recommend these to my mystery/thriller lovers. These are for my horror lovers.
I will always maintain that The Dangers of Smoking in Bed has some of the most bone-chilling short stories I have ever read. We have missing kids reappearing and organizing. We have mutated animals and kidnappings, cannibalism and idolatry. After putting this was down, I was deeply unsettled and pleased.
Anything by Stephen King makes for a great fall scare. 11/22/63, It, Pet Semetary, Dark Tower Series, and Fairy Tale are the first to come to mind, but the list never ends. There is a reason he is the king of horror. King has been a popular author in my family since long before I was born. My brother’s obsession with the Dark Tower series, as well as The Stand, Salem’s Lot, and The Dome sparked my own interest. When it comes to scary recommendations, I always love to throw out Stephen King. Not to mention his memoir, which not only has great advice for young or beginner writers, but has it's own horrific elements from when King was hit by a car. It also chronicles his subsequent addictions, and how his wife pulled Carrie out of a garbage can of crumpled paper and jumpstarted his career in doing so. On Writing is a year-round feat.
Non-Fiction fits into fall easily. It’s informative, interesting, and you can hear directly from the author without a persona. H is for Hawk is an award-winning masterpiece about grief and learning. The Premonitions Bureau is a supernatural true story of premonitions and where they come from, or if they exist at all. Wintering is another self-help book about the necessity of resting, and taking a season to be mindful of your schedule.
Lastly, Confessions of a Bookseller is the diary of a bookseller in Scotland. It is pleasant, welcoming, cozy and inviting. It’s simple, easy to read, and once again informative of the life of a bookseller. It was one of the books that got me back into reading, not to mention that the cover is beautiful.
Check out the gallery below for some more recommendations. I’ve really enjoyed putting this together, and although I kept thinking of more titles to read for this season, I’m sure I’ll have an opportunity to talk about them eventually.
Have a great autumn!
Maddie
Senior Dog Care - Tips and Helpful Products
Having an elderly dog is hard work, emotionally and physically. Here are some things that made my life (and my dog's) easier.
Red’s Story
Having an elderly dog is an honor. You get to experience unconditional love and laughter. They may not have the energy of a young dog - but they have their attitude. Their snores, snuggles, and particularities come out in full force. It’s a transformation so many overlook because of the worry aging brings - especially with our furry friends whose time is ever so limited.
I’m grateful for an old boy who currently has a fantastic quality of life. He has his health issues and needs extra attention, but he’s a lover boy who can walk, eat, potty, and play happily all unassisted and that’s something I will never take for granted.
Here’s a run-down on my old man and a brief history, followed by what we’ve learned from this experience:
Red is my boy. He is a 13-year-old German Shorthaired Pointer that I got when I was 12 - I’m now 26. He turned 13 on 6/6/24, born in 2011. He had more energy than we knew how to handle, but thankfully we lived on a large cattle farm in central Kentucky until he was 7 (I was 19). We now live in a small historic bungalow with a much smaller yard and lots of strangers in the neighborhood for Red to sniff. Before, Red was unsure of other pups, pets, and people. Now, he‘s a total extrovert.
Red was hit by a car when he was 8 years old, one that was going upwards of 55 mph. He drug himself onto our porch where my parents found him and took him to MedVet. He underwent several surgeries to repair the back half of his body (mainly his hips and pelvis). He made a near-full recovery. When he was 10, he developed Canine Papilloma Virus (HPV in dogs), which causes small masses of different shapes and sizes to appear all over his body. It is incurable, and he still has it today. He also developed lower back pain around that time and was saved by a few acupuncture sessions at his vet.
(photos of these conditions will be at the bottom, viewer discretion)
At 11, I noticed he was going to the wrong side of the door to be let out, having bouts of staring at the wall or “zoning out,” getting into the garbage in a nervous fit while I was at work, and having episodes of panting and pacing at night. His vet determined that Red was and is living with canine cognitive dysfunction, or dementia. He has also developed stage 2 kidney disease in his later life (likely from the diet he was on when living with my dad, who couldn’t resist his begging for treats). We set him up with a great vet here in town, and he’s been cruising ever since!
It was quite the learning curve, going from outdoor healthy young dog to indoor elderly dog with extra needs.
What’s Helped Us
I can only speak for myself and Red’s experiences with his specific diagnoses, but I know the frustration of looking for answers online and getting few.
PRODUCTS:
Stair Treads
These have been invaluable in my house. Before, Red was falling down the (wooden) steps often. If it wasn’t a full fall, it was at least a slip off of a stair which I know hurt his joints. Arthritis echoes through your body, and when a senior dog misses a step, it can cause so much silent pain. Since the stair treads were placed, Red has had no falls or slips and it much more confident going up and down.
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0C2PJN88V?ref=ppx_pop_dt_b_asin_title&th=1
Bed Stairs / Mini Staircase
These are multipurpose and can be useful for any surface your pup is trying to get onto. Red sleeps in my bed, and before, I was having to pick him up and put him on the bed, and getting down was equally as difficult. Now, he can get up and down with ease. These can also be used for couches, cars, or any change in elevation that puts stress on your dog’s joints. The adjustable height is a godsend.
https://www.chewy.com/trixie-adjustable-cat-dog-stairs/dp/234041
Orthopedic Beds
Red wasn’t really a dog bed boy until lately when I picked up a memory-foam style orthopedic bed from PetSmart. Red likes his beds just a bit too small so he can curl up and be held in place - and he really likes round beds for that adorable donut shape they make when they curl up. This one was perfect for him and I don’t have to worry about his joints being sore or wobbly when he wakes up. Before, he would struggle to stand and pull himself up. Now he can easily stand after a nap!
Very Very Very Large Water Bowl
And I mean huge. This dog drinks more water than any I’ve ever had before. It is likely due to kidney disease, but he is also just extra thirsty. Having an extra large water bowl ensures he always has water available just in case. This also helps with coughing, dry mouth, lips getting stuck on his teeth, or any dental issues or pain he may be having that I’m unaware of. That’s another thing they don’t tell you - dog’s have weird dental issues as they age. It’s always great for them to be able to have a rinse on command. I also keep one in my car just in case.
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B09XMGYLTL/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_search_asin_title?ie=UTF8&th=1
SENTRY Calming Bear
Up until this guy came along, I was fully convinced anxiety toys, treats, and sprays were a scam. Nothing calmed Red down at night. I would load him up with a double dose of ZestyPaw Advanced Calming Bites and not see a difference. Something seldom discussed is how anxiety-inducing it is for the owner to know your pet is suffering and feel helpless. The SENTRY bear is Red’s favorite thing at night. It worked like magic for us. He chewed on the rubber feet, and yes it has been essentially skinned, but he sleeps with it every night and the spray is so soothing for him. I’m not sure why this one did the trick, but I’m not complaining!
Drain Hair-Catcher
As I’ll explain in the care section, Red’s need for a bath has become increasingly more often. And as a shorthair, this man sheds enough for three dogs. This hair-catching drain topper is a must for his baths. The Drain-O wasn’t cutting it any more and I was scared of damaging my pipes. Again, I was apprehensive of a scam, but it worked like a charm.
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0CGM2W3ZG/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_search_asin_title?ie=UTF8&th=1
Purina Pro Calming Care
The last recommendations and by far the most expensive, Purina Pro Calming Care food topper did make a difference in Red’s discomfort while I was at work. This was a daily supplement added to Red’s food to try and keep him calm day-to-day without needing a prescription. This isn’t the most financially practical, so we have weaned off of it, but if you have the means and the need, it absolutely works.
https://www.chewy.com/purina-pro-plan-veterinary-diets/dp/201047
Care Tips
My biggest takeaway from caring for Red is patience. Taking deep breaths when I find messes, not getting frustrated when I hear his nails hit the floor in the middle of the night needing to go out. It is so vital to remember that they aren’t happy with the situation either. This is not a puppy playing with garbage and having too much energy. This is a senior, who doesn’t understand where you went or why they have to potty so much in the middle of the night because of their kidneys. You are both displeased, and it takes patience and understanding in times of frustration.
Another care tip is bathing. I never bathed Red this much, or really at all, until he reached about age 11. He is constantly licking his sore joints and feet. This is going to cause him to get greasy and have that “old dog” film coated on his hair. The kind that you can feel on your hands after you pet a dirty dog….icky. But they can’t help it! Licking his joints is how Red soothes not only his aches, but his nerves. Anti-inflammatories can help with joints (always consult your vet), but unfortunately, Red cannot have those due to his kidneys. So he licks, and I bathe.
It helps that he has the cutest shark towel from Target to romp around in afterward.
Food toppers have been a life-saver for Red’s teeth and tummy. The last time he was sedated for papilloma removal, he also had his teeth cleaned and a few extracted. Food toppers such as bone broth, Greenies topper, small wet dog food, or even water make a huge difference in preventing plaque buildup on his gums and making sure he can comfortably chew his food. Not only that, but as he is aging, Red is tiring of kibble. This gives a fun twist and ensures he’s eating all of his food and getting the proper nutrients to support his older body (we also love ZestyPaw 11-in-1 Vitamins or any multivitamin topper).
Lastly, gratitude and appreciation go a long way with senior pets. Its such a privilege to know them this long. Spending time with them, petting and playing with them do wonders for their health. Affection and attention are the best medicine. Never take their time with us for granted!
I hope this helps someone. These are products and tips I wish I had known of sooner. If this is helpful, please let me know! It would make my day. Following this article will be extra photos, including photos of his papilloma virus and back pain stance if you’re concerned your pet may have CPV or lower back / hip pain. View with discretion.
Best,
Maddie
p.s., There is a photo of Red included where he has not been neutered. He is now fully neutered. No babies over here!
London’s Best Bookshop
“Word on the Water” is a must-see for any locals, tourists, or passers-by in Camden, London.
“Word on the Water” took first place out of every bookshop I stumbled upon in the UK. In March of 2021, I flew to Heathrow for a week to visit one of my good friends who was attending the Royal Veterinary College. Her flat was adorable, located on the canal in Camden and a short walk from numerous cafe’s, shops and sights. After landing and bussing back to Camden from Kings Cross, we decided to walk along the canal to the Canalside Green Steps and Granary Square Fountains. While passing the boats gently rocking in the canal, watching the sun go down and getting fresh air after so many hours flying, I spotted it.
“Word on the Water”
Floating in the Grand Union Canal was a book boat. In immediate eyesight were titles I have read, loved, and been recommended. I remember so clearly stopping in my tracks, not believing my eyes. After taking in the novelty, my first thought was ““Books and water? Is this safe?” Upon boarding, all thoughts of wet pages and running ink disappeared. I was convinced I had encountered perfection.
Inside the cabin was a maximalists dream. Books packed so tightly you could hardly read the spine, knick knacks and decorations used as bookends and bookmarks.
Everywhere you turned, there was something magical to see. Maybe it was because it was March, maybe it was the time of day, but it was completely serene. The canal was still, no tourists, just the shopkeeper and the sound of the parrot on board (yes, parrot) to keep us company.
Stepping in meant stepping below the streets of London and quite literally submerging yourself in the experience.
The shop quadruples in size as you round the small boat and recognize the entrance.
Above image by 1000 Libraries “London’s Floating Bookstore”
The entrance was book-ended by a canoe, halved and standing upright, using the benches as shelves. The creativity, love, work, and passion this small miracle would have needed to get started blows my mind even still.
One could almost believe they were in a regular, old bookstore with character and warmth.
The shop has nothing but small portholes to bring you back to your floating reality. I felt as if I had stepped into another world. Something out of my Pinterest board, and within mere hours of landing.
Enough about the inside, although I could go on forever. The outside was just as mesmerizing with perfectly spread titles for shoppers of all ages. This selection is a bibliophiles dream. It had the latest of every genre, but also classics and niche books that were on the verge of their own renaissance. The only downside was that it was night one of my trip (not yet even day one) and I knew there was much shopping to be done. I had to control myself, or there was going to be a checked-bag catastrophe on the way home.
Sadly, I only left with one title, but it was one that will not soon leave me.
It was (the fabulous) “The White Album” by Joan Didion.
It feels fitting that such a profound author was sitting in plain view, waiting for it’s moment to go home with the right traveler. This novel sparked my obsession with Joan Didion’s non-fiction backlog…and then her fiction…and finally her documentary on Netflix, “The Center Will Not Hold.”
I hope this inspires someone traveling to London, or someone who lives in the area, to stop by Granary Square Fountains and admire the floating Word on the Water.
Until next time,
Maddie
First Steps
Me and my generic Canva logo against the world!
Taking the leap of starting a blog sounds like a small one, but for me it’s a tiny victory. Over the last four years of running Madeline’s Book Club on Instagram, my energy, motivation and drive have been inconsistent at best, nonexistent at worst. The last four years have brought change, both great and terrible. This “book club” started as a small passion project, and turned into strangers and friends alike sharing ideas and recommendations. And no, it’s not technically a book club…..but give me a break, every other catchy Instagram username was taken. I also know myself, and I read what I feel or I won’t read at all. The few book clubs I’ve joined, I stray immediately. So really, this is Madeline’s Book Reviews…and miscellaneous travel and list content. What I’m really looking to tap into is the social aspect of book clubs. There is so much beauty in a group of people meeting to discuss a book, and shooting off into other topics and life experiences. For example, I was discussing T. Kingfisher’s “The Twisted Ones” with a friend and the main character’s dog, Bongo, is a prominent figure in the story. We both found ourselves comparing our own dogs to Bongo, talking about our furry buddies, and I was recommended stair treads by my friend to help with my elderly dog’s mobility. His quality of life has improved tremendously, and I have “The Twisted Ones” to thank. Shared knowledge is a small but powerful gesture.
As a small introduction, I’m Madeline Yankey and I’m from central Kentucky. I graduated high school in 2016, completed my BA from WKU in 2020, and finished my master’s from NKU Chase Law in 2022. I sound a lot smarter than I feel. If you can’t tell, I identify as my degrees because I (however vain and untrue) feel that they’re all I bring to the table. Hopefully this passion project changes that!
Graduate school made recreational reading near impossible. Getting an office downtown and working outside of home also put a dent in my considerably fast reading timeline during the work-from-home phase of lockdown.
Something I look for in reviewers and book-tubers is relatability in scheduling…most of my favorite creators are so good at what they do, they don’t need a full-time job. It’s hard to be a twenty-something working all day and still have time to be social, keep up with hobbies, clean your space and clean yourself at night. I stare at my screen, envious and longing for a job where reading and reviewing is all I need to do. Longing for a life where traveling, experiencing, and sharing is what I do full-time.
Let me be clear. This is not what I’m expecting from this page. I’m not expecting a million clicks, an overnight virality that launches me into my dream world. What I’m hoping for is mainly a creative outlet, but also a way to share how I manage the intersection between a career and creative hobbies. Not that I have it nailed down, or even remotely figured out. I still grapple with burn out, overwhelm, and the typical existential barriers that come with the young corporate experience. I’m hoping this blog reads as an in-person book club might flow. Books, maybe a tangent about a personal experience, sharing non-book recommendations with the group, back to the book, here’s a soap box I just thought of, oh you’re going on vacation? Me too! Let’s share restaurant ideas, wait weren’t we talking about a book? That sporadic stream of consciousness that everyone can follow and stems from the shared knowledge within the community (without seeming exclusive or holier-than-thou).
With all of that word vomit out of the way, if you’re interested in following along, I’m ever so grateful and I look forward to sharing my not-so-young adult life and anecdotes with an open and safe community.
For the first time and until next time,
Maddie
